TelL mE AgAin hOW YoUR WorLd WORks!!




TO DO LIST
- get suzuka volume 9
- buy 12 pack of DP
- stop think about things that don't matter
- go to myrtle beach oct. 19
- buy a hookah
- get a bank account ><

TOP LOVED
*TRACEY
*ARON
*MOKEL
*KELSEY
*ANTON


TOP HATED
*CHRIS WHIRLY
*JIM
*MORGAN
*SHELBY
*AUSTIN




WHATS BEEN GOING ON IN MY LIFE LATELY

GENERAL
school is hell
most of my friends have left and are beginning there life long metamorphosis into adulthood.some trap there selves within there cocoon with another soory soul, kidding themselves and hoping they will become something beautiful. only thing someone like me can do is sit back and hope i am not left behind to mop up the remains. (THAT WAS ONE OF THE MOST EMO THNGS I THINK I HAVE EVER SAID SOORY ANYONE WHO IS READING THIS FORGIVE ME LOL PROLLY NOT THE BEST IDEA TO WATCH DONNI DARKO WHILE WRITING THIS JUNK)

SCHOOL
creative writing 2 is the only thing keeping me in school these days. class right now. even though full of pure freshmen that dont know when to keep there mouths shut. i have a knack for writing pieces that scare the shit out of them, that always shuts them up. only one kid in that class gets a glance from me in that class. he reminds me of myself as a young lad. he is dum, lazy, quiet, open minded, and probably the only real person out of all those weak minded puberty infested children. hopefully he is a improved version of me so not to make the same mistakes.

PARTY
had a party friday. ha ha.the minimum amount of drama happened, a lot more could have happened. i was happier longer than i usually am when i drink but i was totally happier than when i drink alone. glad certain people were there or i really would have been successful with my immense stupidity attempts. don't remember much but i do remember vividly everything that made me feel like crap that people said, there words burn deep in my twisted head and keep me in constant anxiety.but i love all of them and i treasure there mistakes and flaws because if they didn't have them they wouldn't be the way there are now ^_____^.

CAUGHT
then the next day i was caught by my aunt . i really didnt need that after the night i just had.put a hole in my wall. the only good thing that came of getting caught was a brief session of kind words, guess i should have saved that punch till everyone left so the anger wouldn't have just came back =/. the next 2 days till the scheduled
execution with my father was full of dread, i thought my mind would never stop racing. had a bunch of smokes before i went to see my pops think i smoked a whole pack <.<
but in the end i worried for nothing my dad was proud of me for doing it better than he did when he threw party's. so that load was off my back.

END
well thats the update and anyone who reads this can tell me what i dont know, i would greatly appreciate it ^___^


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MAD WORLD

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places
Worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going no where
Going no where
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression
No expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow
No tomorrow
No tomorrow
And I find I kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very very
Mad world
Mad world
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday
Happy birthday
And I feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen
Sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me
No one new me
Hello teacher tell me what’s my lesson
Look right through me
Look right through me
And I find I kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very very
Mad world
Mad world
Enlarging your world
Mad world